Another day

Hmm...Yesterday, November 30, 2008....I can call it a day!

Me and my former classmates in elementary met and did some hang-out! It was really fun.

A few schoolmates came too.

We had that meeting for the purpose of deciding where should we held or reunion and the date also. We finally decided that we will have it at Ebenezer Beach, on Decemeber 21, 2008.

After the meeting, I took some pics of them and can be found in friendster.



Then after the meeting, me and some close friends went to the mall to have some fun. Along with me were Faiza, Elaine-jay, Radzmin, Bob and Jayson. We went to WOF (World of Fun) and decided to sing. Hmm...Jayson was a great singer!I enjoyed it alot though I was the one who paid for the tokens. Anyway, it's fine.

One thing I realized yesterday, whenever I am with my former classmates in elementary, I should go down low. It's because their behaviour and lifestyle is different from my current classmate which is the Batch 2k9. Whenever I am with my former classmate, I should be hmm..frugal..Coz they are very frugal..

hmm..Anyway, it was a good day~

It was really a "DAY"

November 29, 2008

First thing, we set up this date for us (me and my classmates) to watch the movie "Twilight". Then when we were at the mall already, Kathreena decided to cancel it since we were already late for the 2nd showing. And we blame the guys for the tardiness.

It did upset me but a sudden hope came when someone suggested that we can watch the third show at 5:30pm. Some classmates doubt it since the end of that third showing will be around 7:30 pm and that's pretty late for them. But in the end, we pursued our desire.

The movie was good. But not satisfying. I wonder why. Hmm.. Maybe because I was expecting much from it since it is one of the most anticipated and most-awaited movie.

Anyways, as we took our way in going home, some street girl was pulling the plastic I was carrying. She was asking for it or maybe if we can give even 2php to her. I thought of it as a very impolite pursuit. She was very demanding. And most of all, she was touching us. Not that I think of them as dirty, but it's very unlikely to feel some stranger's hand in your arms. Then because of the girl's pursuasion, I called out to Zain to ask some help in getting rid of that girl. But it seems that he went away and looking scared too. I was flabbergasted by his cowardice. He really is a coward! No denying. Good thing, Jash was there. It was an unexpected thing for someone like him whom I consider as a GAY. He protected us by hindering the path of the girl saying "NO MONEY". He also put his arm around me for protection. I really appreciated and admired his act. Though, I hadn't thanked him formally, but deep inside, I'm very grateful.

On my way home, I rode a van. About 200 meters from the parking lot, the van suddenly stopped. I wasn't aware why it stopped but the passengers around me started screaming and making their way out of it.I thought there was some kind of checkpoint or some raid or ambush. Then I started to panick also. Then I got up and made my way out also and while doing this, I saw some smoke coming out of the driver's seat. Then many thoughts provoked me. What if it was a bomb? I was scared at that moment. Really scared. I was even asking myself if that was my last moment. I was even asking Allah if my life will end at that moment. TERRIFYING.

When we were out of the vehicle, the driver said that it was just smoke coming out due to some grounded battery. Then he urged us to ride again but many passengers won't ride because of fear. But made my way back because I really need to get home. It was around 8pm already.

Now, I finally reached home. And there's no place like home. The safest place.

Hate

One of traits I hate in myself is being LAZY!!!

I hate it! So much!

I don't know why but this LAZINESS hinders me in almost everything. Just like in writing my thoughts, I really love to write everything down. But when time comes and this LAZINESS attacks me..then you already know the result.

sigh..

How can I cast this negative attitude? Arrrgghhh...I'm starting to dislike myself...

I miss him so much!

Miss you
Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I wont win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
Id flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
Its crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you
All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
Ill try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
Ill wish that you are near
I miss you
Its crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you


(A song by MYMP which I love to sing whenever I miss him! You know who you are)

"UNCOMFORTABLE"

The last few days was a disaster! There were many things that happened to us in our class. Not only in our class but deep within our close bonds.

Lately, my classmates were teasing me. It was not a childish thing but something which pierce through my heart. Well, I'm not the kind who get affected easily but those words went deep down my veins. I don't know why. But, it made me think of something else.

I really don't know what I should tell in this thing. I just feel like typing what I want to say. Though, expressing what I feel right now is better when I talk than typing. I don't know whom to talk about this. I have my bestfriends but I can't talk to them about this coz they might misunderstand my point and might take sides also. 

Some things are just meant to be like this. Maybe this was already written in my book of fate. I don't know.

Anyways, I feel terribly sad coz some of my classmates have a great misunderstanding because of this research this. I hate to see them like that. Especially when their Moms are involved. It breaks my heart alot. And they are all my close friends. Though I want to take side, but I can't. Coz I don't like to hurt any of them.

Arrgghhhhh...

I'm so damn tired!

             

The Global Financial Crisis

The global financial crisis has really started to show its effects in the middle of this year. Around the world, stock markets have fallen, large financial institutions have collapsed or been bought out, and governments and even the wealthiest nations have had to come up with rescue packages to bail out their financial systems. Because of these effects, not just the wealthy will suffer, but potentially everyone. 

 Due to these happenings in the West, countries in Asia are increasingly worried. For the developing world, the rise in the cost of food, high fuel prices, and the soaring commodity prices are having a compounding effect.  

 According to some articles, perhaps ironically, African countries will not be affected from the crisis, at least not initially. This is because of Africa’s generally weak integration with the rest of the global economic system. The wealthier ones, who do have some exposure to the rest of the world, however, may face some problems. 

 As for the Latin America, much of its trade depends with United States. As a result, Latin America will also feel the effect of US financial crisis and a slower growth in Latin America is expected.

Many Asian countries, including Philippines, have seen their stock markets suffer and currency values going down. In addition, there is increased foreign investment from West in Asia. Asian products and services are also global, and a slowdown in wealthy countries means increased chances of a slowdown in Asia and the risk of job losses.

  Since Philippines is also attached to US, then it is expected that the financial meltdown will have a great impact in the Philippine economy. Current increases in the prices of oil and food products worsened by the adverse impact of the US meltdown will likely increase the number of poor several times in the coming years. Due to the problems in the West, several OFW’s need to go back to the country to look for job again, becoming jobless. Also, because most investors are from the West, there’ll be lesser investments or maybe decrease that will cause some people to be jobless; thus, there’ll be higher rate of unemployment. In the end, the rich will be blown off while the poor will be the poorest.
 

"Thunder"

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

This is an alternative song by the international band Boys Like Girls. I really love the message of this song!!! This is for you!

If I Keep My Heart Out Of Sight

If I keep on talking now
I'll only start repeating myself
And all I can say is
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

If I slip and tip my hand
I'm certain to scare you away
Then what would I say
I'd be hurting I'm certain
I'd be uncool to let you know that you're the one
The fool who jumped the gun

'cause I've been advised by other guys
You've left behind
Your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined
But if I play my role just right
Tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine

If I present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight

If I play my role just right
Then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine

If I present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Oh, shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight

This is a song by James Taylor. I always listen to this song coz I can imagine myself in this song. It might look like I'm the desperate one. Well, it's true. I'm in love. And I do love him. =))

Letters

[This is Ahmad's first letter to me.]

"Shall I?" A Soliloquy

[This soliloquy was an assignment in our Literature class. This was based from a real experience though some part was fictitious.]

“Shall I?”

I think this is the worst pandemonium that I ever had! Though it’s normal for a teenage girl like me to have this kind of confusion, but I still rate this as the worst of all. This can’t be solved by any systematic equation nor can’t be figured out by using any mathematical formula. This is not just an ordinary analytical and logical thinking but something inner and deeper. I wouldn’t be surprised if anyone will say that I’m stupid and crazy. This is really a different thing.

Well, I have known this guy for just five months but it seems like we know each other for years. We started as good friends and turned out to be best friends. He is years older than me but he sounds like we are of the same age. I remember that we always try to see each other as often as we could and spend most of our time with each other. Unconsciously, we grew fond of each other and started to have this special feeling. We grew closer and closer, and as time went by, we fell for each other.

He became my inspiration for three unforgettable months. He always encouraged me to do my best and to motivate me in everything. He supported me and made me feel that there he always there for me. I really felt secured whenever I’m with him and he would always say that he will do his best to protect me. With all these comforting and loving words, I felt the sincerity of his love for me.

But the truth is that we have no commitment. We say sweet and caring words to each other but I don’t remember that we really had a formal commitment. I might be regarded as a mean person but having no commitment in this affair made me feel safe. It may sound very weird but at least I’m being honest with my feelings.

Then there was this time when I haven’t seen him for almost a week. I was really worried about him because it’s not a usual thing. He didn’t leave any message or note. Weeks passed but there was no sound or news about him. He just disappeared. Then I started wandering what might have happened to him. I started imagining things and thinking of logical reasons for his disappearance. And weeks became months. I hopefully and patiently waited for any news but all in vain. I think I need to give up now.

When the time came that I finally decided to give up my hopes, something happened. I met another guy who is as old as me. Well, from the start, I gave no notice of him because he was just a friend. Then later on, I discovered that he is intelligent, religious and a bookworm. He also has admirable traits and estimable characters. Despite the memory of a former love, these assets let me concluded that he is my ideal man. But, alas, there’s no way of having him. He’s not the type who will love someone like me. So, I hid from him my true feelings.

As time went by, we came to know each other better and deeper. We became good friends, and more like best friends. We share our problems and secrets and joys and sorrows. He is truly a kind man and understanding man. How I wish to tell him that I love him but I don’t have the braveness because I am afraid that I might lose his friendship if he rejected me. Then his birthday came and I gather all my courage to confess my feelings for him. Hearing my words, he just shrugged and said that he doesn’t know what to say because no one had confessed to him like this before. So I just gave him a smile and told him that it’s okay. And I’m even more thankful because the manner of our chat didn’t change. That even if he rejected me, I still have his friendship.

Weeks passed and we still enjoyed the same old company. We talked as if we were the closest being in the world. We still share the same secrets and much more experiences. I really feel happy whenever I’m with him.

Then one day, as I opened my mail account, I got a mail from him. As I read the letter, I was flabbergasted. He finally confessed that he also like me but he‘s too shy to say. I never thought that he’ll say these words. I immediately called and asked him if he was serious about his message and he said yes. He also apologized because he thought he caused sadness to me at the time when I confessed to him. I don’t know what to say. I like to scream and scream but no voice came out from my throat. I can just smile. But I know that that smile of mine is not just on lips but also in my heart.

But my smile didn’t take so long to fade. News came that my former love came back. What?! I felt my heart sunk. All I thought he was gone. And worst, he’s hoping me to come back to him! What a dilemma! This is really the worst pandemonium I ever had! How can I tell him that I have another love and that my love for him was gone? How can I tell him this without seeing the pain in his face? I wouldn’t want to hurt him. It will devastate him for sure! And if I’m going to tell him this, he might regard me as a betrayer. And that would hurt me too. What am I going to do? Shall I tell my former love or shall I let go my current love?

By:

Raissa T. Guldam

Someone Unexpected

This is my great brother. His name is Tahir Kalam, 26, and lives in Karachi, Pakistan. He is an electrical engineer in a company named Wartsila. He's a very nice man, someone whom you can lean on. He's caring, loving, thoughtful and gentleman, and also intelligent! I love my brother!

Who am I?

(part 2)

What do I feel about myself?

A very unanswerable question for me. Well, of course I can answer it. But not the real answer that I want to say. Instead, I'll just be saying that I'm totally fine. Gosh.

I just hate answering this!

But if I'm going to answer this question, then I'll answer it this way. :)

"I don't like to shed my tears especially in front of my friends and family"

Basically, I'm not that emotional. I don't show my feelings or express my feelings directly. What I mean is that, whenever there are emotional situations, I keep my heart tight and hard. As much as possible, I don't like to shed my tears especially in front of my friends and family. I like crying alone in my room with a pillow as a shock absorber.

In terms of life, I am more matured compared to my peers. Maybe one of the reason for being like this is experience. I think I have more experience than them in terms of problems and survivals that's why I think maturely. Also, since I was a kid, I know what life is. I know the odds and evens, the ups and downs and how to cope up with it. (I'm really a feeler!)

I can't say that I'm contented in life nor can I say that I hate life. Well, maybe moderately contented but as much as possible I do my best to fulfill my dreams and goals in life. I don't care if my classmates and friends have new laptops and other gadgets. All I care is that as long as I'm fine and contented with what I have and as long as I have no major problem, I'll be fine.

(to be continued)

Who am I?

(part 1)

This was an activity we've done in school in which our teacher gave us questions to guide us in what to write about our self.

What I wrote about myself were purely shallow. I mean, I was not in my mood at that time and I really don't know what to write. That's why I wrote the shallowest information I can think of.

And after a week, which was yesterday, our teacher told us that she'll let us read what we have wrote one by one. Some of my classmates were shocked maybe because they wrote personal informations. And as for me, not guilty. Haha.

"I even envy my classmate because they can express themselves easily in which I can't."

The mood in the classroom was melancholic. All girls and Jash cried, except me and Janiz. Whoah! Hearing all the things they wrote makes my heart melt. But I just can't figure out why tears won't come out of my eyes. Maybe because I'm strong. (Am I? Or just pretending to be?) I don't know. But each time a classmate of mine finish reading, I always ask myself why I can't write such nice composition. I even envy my classmate because they can express themselves easily in which I can't. How sad. Maybe because I am more inclined in intra personal reflection. Also, I don't like writing my thoughts except in my diary. (Excluding this blog!)

sta. cruz island

This is the view from Sta. Cruz Island (small). All students in our school went here for snorkeling. But due to high tide and current changes, we were not able to see the corals in the right spot. But it's okay because there are still next time!:)

A Poem for You

This is a present for a friend of mine.

He is Ahmad, but I call him Hussain.

He’ll be sixteen on this June twenty-four,

So I wish him good luck, success and more.

Frankly, I really don’t know what to say

To this young man who lives so far away.

I have known him for a short time only,

So describing him won’t be that easy.

I do believe that first impression last,

And that knowing a person is a must.

You can’t be judgmental in everything

That’s why it’s time for me to say something.

By looking at his pictures in ORKUT,

I find him super cool and a bit cute.

But there is something in him that’s hidden.

He’s quite grim, a bit reserve and even.

Honestly, I find him so amusing,

When it was my first time to chat with him

I can say that he’s tall, dark and handsome,

Kind, friendly, funny, nice, great and awesome.

I think I need to end this poem for now.

Just like in a recital, I need to bow.

A happy sweet sixteenth birthday to you,

My dear friend, I wish happiness for you.

My Ideal Guy

I still remember the day I met you.
It was nothing and not that special too.
I was not interested and not fond,
And never ever thought of being bound.

As time passed, we came to know each other.
Shared thoughts, dreams, secrets and also desires.
Then we started to laugh at our jokes,
And listened to our problems, fears and hopes.

I saw more of you with each passing day.
And discovered that you are not that gay.
That you love to read J.K. Rowling's books,
And your sight, without glasses, will get crooked.


Without noticing much, I fell for you.
It may be unexpected, but it's true.
I don't have much choice but to tell you this.
So I sent you many cards with one wish.


After that, I was confused and worried.
Didn't know what'll the outcome of my deed.
Because of this stupid thing I did,
I have jeopardized our precious friendship.


I was hoping for something negative,
'Coz I'm thinking that you're young and naive.
I was expecting from you to say "no".
But you have answered me with "I don't know".


I didn't rise my hopes with such answer.
Instead, I'm thankful that you're still there.
You didn't change a bit, still the same.
The only Ahmad, who in my life, came.


I still can't believe what happened that day.
On the third day of June, if I may say.
When I received the letter and read it,
He had confessed everything bit by bit.


It was like a dream come true on my part,
'Coz I look up on him from the start.
To me, he's an unreachable star.
A dream boy who is away and so far.


He is a perfect and ideal guy.
Intelligent, religious, but he's shy.
He is a book lover and have hooked nose,
And wears frame less eyeglasses, I suppose.


It's very difficult to put in words,
When you are feeling unsure and absurd.
But I'm certain that this poem is enough
To express my feelings to my true love.

Infatuation or Love?

Infatuation is ruled by feelings, but love's feelings are ruled by principle.


Infatuation is blind, but love sees and examines.


Infatuation is in a hurry, but love takes time.


Infatuation is obsessed with externals, but love is concerned with internals.


Infatuation is childish, love is mature.


Infatuation is a human ditch, but love is a divine ladder.

I'm Missing You by Meja

I miss your love, since
you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love]
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

I miss your love since you been gone
I find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
I just break down and cry


This song is dedicated to mon amour! I miss you so much. Where are you now?

Never take for granted the person who truly LOVE and care for you. Remember, feelings just like people grow tired too when it's not appreciated no matter how great you thought LOVE is.


If someone LOVES you, LOVE him/ her back. Not only because they LOVE you but also because they are teaching you to LOVE and opening your heart and eyes to the things you have never seen of felt.


It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to LOVE someone but a lifetime to forget someone you have learned to love.


It hurts to see someone you LOVE ignore you. It also hurts to see if he doesn't feel your love, but would it hurt you more if he LOVED you and you never knew?


We never knew how much one LOVES until we know how much he is willing to endure and suffer for you; and it is the suffering elements that measure LOVE.


It is better to meet the person who will truly LOVE you later, than meet someone now who promises to LOVE you but sooner or later will leave you forever.


Never say I LOVE you if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they are not really there. Never quite touch a life if you mean to break a heart.


Never welcome something you can't even entertain. Never open doors if you mean to close your heart. Never accept LOVE if you can't give yourself in return. Never start a relationship you know you want to end.


Saying sweet words are not enough to prove your LOVE. LOVING someone needs sacrifices, like giving your time and attention, and being sensitive to their feelings.


It hurts when we risk our heart and it ends up getting broken. What hurts even more is when we still hold on when we already knew that we're waiting for nothing.

My good friends and Hassan Yaqoob

I have these net friends from Pakistan!..Well..all of them are related coz they are all in the same school for boys. I can say that they are kind and are very different from the guys here in the Philippines. Well, maybe since they are in a school for boys, they have this mutual affection for their friends in which I can't find in the teenager guys here. And I really really admire the kind of friendship they share and how their bonding goes.

Honestly, they also have similarities. Most of them wear or used eye glasses. Not for vanity and fashion but they use them because of weak eyesight. Is it just a coincidence or genetics? Well, I don't know the answer. But all of them including my first friend, Hassan Yaqoob.

Hassan Yaqoob was my first Pakistani friend which is of the same age. But he's a year older than me. I met him in mIRC and became a regular chatmate in YM. I met him last December 2007. After how many weeks, we became a bit close and started nice conversation with him and a little about my life. One thing I can't forget was last New Year's eve, December 31, 2007-January 1, 2008, while chatting with him in my dad's laptop, he showed me his picture.
Gosh. I was attracted. Really. Maybe because he wear eye glasses and because his dark eyes were really attractive. I don't know why, but I think it's really the eyes. And because of that, he became my crush and I admit I'm deeply attracted. I have joined ORKUT because of him. Well, I'm thankful too coz I met his other classmates. Then he send me this poem through scrapbook and I was touched coz it's my first time to receive a poem from a guy. That's why I created also a poem for him. Specially dedicated to him. By the way, the poem he gave me was not an original one. I think he just got it from a site. But honestly, as I gave him or send him the poem, well, everything was lost. My feelings and everything.

Super Cool!

Batch 2k9 of AEMSHS

These are my classmates. We are only 14 in our junior year.:)

My poems:)

My poems that I have posted here are all originals.

The first poem entitled "My Only Love" is a poem dedicated to a special friend who lives in Tunisia. He was a friend who I met in net, specifically in mIRC. Then, we exchanged our YM address, and started chatting in YM. After sometime, well, I don't know how did it happen but we just came to know that we love each other. Even I myself can't fathom how did it happen. Really. But I don't regret this, instead I'm grateful for it. He was a sorrowful and sad man before, but as time pass by, he became cheerful and funny. Maybe that's the reason why I got closer to him. Hmmm...other info follows...maybe in the future..hehehe...

Well, the second poem is only the french version of the poem. I've decided to translate it in french since my special friend knows french. Besides, we also have basic french lesson in our school. This is the reason why I have admired french.

The third poem, with a title "Again", was dedicated to a guy classmate way back in kindergarten. I saw him in a camp which our school facilitated, and well, I was just overwhelmed to see him again that's why I wrote the poem. It was just a poem I wrote while talking to my friends that's why it is short.

The fourth poem is obviously dedicated to a friend. Well, originally, I wrote this for a guy friend from Pakistan named Hassan, because of admiration. I wrote this during class hours in school while thinking of him. Also, I have decided to write a poem for him because he was the one who gave me a poem, though it was not originally written by him. Then I was in euphoria! It's my first time to receive a poem, and given by a guy. I was really happy when I finished the poem. I immediately send it to him in orkut. By the way, he was also the one who invited me to join orkut(just like fs). But, after sending it to him, well, the result was not good. We barely chat in ym and he was not like the person I know. Then, there was no communication between us for months, til now. I still wonder why. But, because of him, I met some of his pals, including Mohammad Ahmad, to whom I dedicate this fourth poem. He was a classmate and a friend of Hassan. He is a bookworm, just like me. And there are lots of interest that we share that's why we get along well. He's really a good friend:).

Sorry, I can't post all specific details. I'm not really good in it.

To My Dearest Friend

In the midst of the night

Here I am, sitting tight

All the way thinking of you

Which make me feel so blue.



I know you're so far

Thousands of miles away from me

But still, I can feel you here

In my heart, you are so dear.



Ahmad, a dear friend of mine.

You make me smile in sad times.

Everytime, I hope and earnestly pray

That you'll be there for me, everyday.



Like a light-blue sky in the mid-day

You make me feel happy and gay.

Like a butterfly in a fresh bud

You cheer me up when I'm sad.



As the wind in the hot dessert blew

Our friendship continuously grew.

And as a felt the zephyr on my face

I knew, you are of heaven's grace.



And to you, Ahmad, my friend

The most reserved man I have ever knew

Inspired by our growing and sweet friendship

I endearly dedicate this poem to you.:)

Again

Hello there again!
Nice meeting you.
Hope your fine.
Well, I'm fine too.

Isn't it nice?
Reminiscin' our past?
Welcoming each other
With arms wide open.

Cheer up, my friend.
Smile and laugh with me.
Let's talk and chat
Until we get tired.

Now, I don't know what to say.
You take my breath away.
Now I think it's the end.
Hello love, goodbye friend.

Mon Seul L'amour

L'amour est tres difficile a comprendre
Vous povez lui donner n'importe quelle defenition
Vous pouvez dire n'importe quoi de lui
Et c'est jusqu'a vous a croyez-le si vous voulez.

Du debut meme du jour
J'ai su que je vous ai aime
Et je veux risquer mon coeur
N'importe quoi, je wil fait pour vous.

Avec l'amour, j'ai senti l'extase
Le bonheur d'aimes vous
Et la sensation d'est aime
Par quelqu'un que vous pouvez vous pencher sur a.

C'est ma premiere fois pour essayer
Pour ouvrir mon coeur a quelqu'un d'autre
Qui je m'etais fie beaucoup
Et a que j'ai donne mon coeur a.

L'amour de ma vie est doux
Le soin, attentionne et le gentilhomme en effet
Mon amour a la qualite que j'adore beaucoup
A tout humain, il est lapogee l'un.

Chaque mot dans ce poeme
Je vous dedie , mon bien-aime
A vous, l'homme de ma vie
Mon seul l'un, mon seul l'amour.